I Feel more me tHAn i ever have since i got my implants removed

Hey babes!

A few words I wish I could have read before choosing to get breast implants ❤

I spent over $12k to realise I never needed to be better, more or different. And I'm so freaking grateful I did.

When I was 21 I got breast implants. A time when I was super insecure; was in and out of self harming and hadn't healed from past traumas. I thought they would "add" something to me that I was missing. I didn't feel feminine enough, I had short hair and a little body after competing in body building competitions and felt...not enough as a Woman.

So, I got breast implants, thinking it would "fix me". And at times I felt AMAZING with them (and know I'm not against them, at all, it's about where we CHOOSE from that matters), it still didn't fill the void I felt IN me.

Looking back I can see I got them over my heart, to protect me. They created protection between me and the outside world and were a way I could control environments around me, which I needed then.

Until 12 months ago when I realised that I no longer needed or wanted them in my body. I didn't need protection anymore. In fact I loved myself so much that anything that wasn't me, was going.

So I underwent surgery to have them removed, a decision that I will be grateful for for the rest of my life. These are my breasts now, and I love them.

I love how they wobble, I love how they're lopsided, I love that they have recovered so beautifully from two operations.

I feel more me than I ever have in my life, and I'm deeply grateful I've been on such a journey to come home to ME after it all.

I want girls everywhere to really know that adding something to their body will never replace what true self love brings. And it will only fill a void for a short time. The real work is going in and truly loving who they are FIRST, and then choosing what they desire from THAT space.

I love how they wobble, I love how they're lopsided, I love that they have recovered so beautifully from two operations.